That's right peeps! I'm still alive and kicking! I am currently deployed at the moment and on R&R but I will soon be done with all this! 1 yr and a half left! Still alive and kicking!! >3 Wow It's been 2 years and a half already and it seems like I joined 2 months ago! Time did fly by! But would I do it again if I had to do it all over? YES! I haven't regretted this decision one bit but I don't ever plan on ever making it a career, this experience has helped me grow a lot, learn a lot and even grown stronger than ever before! I cant wait where I have time to draw again and picked up where I left off, just with more strength than ever before, now I look forward to the future and I have learn to take my time, because thats what I'll have is time. After this no longer will I be always worried when I need to get back instead I'll concentrate whats important and enjoy it to the fullest, that was my one big mistake is that I always rushed everything because I thought I had too when I didn't have too, I let things get me down and people get me down when I always had the strength to move on forward. Never again will I rely on someone else to move forward instead I will learn from them to the fullest to be able to add to my own experience and move on! Please remember this people that you all can move on forward and even the most painful of events take them as lessons learned because living life is far more precious than enclosing yourself to one person or thing. Yes set up goals for yourself but don't get to discouraged just because you fail on it once, just try again you'll get right! and you'll see that it actually does not take too long to succeed just keep on trying and don't forget to live in the process of it! 1 year and a half left WOOT! x3